i'm back!

huhu..
sungguh lame tak update blog..menghilangkan diri wat sementara.. mencari ketenangan n tiada cerita yg sesuai ntuk dikongsi..
but almost 3 months ak diam, byk mende yg ak belajar yg tiada dlm silibus kat mane2 institusi.. that we call LIFE..

no matter how, life must b go on.. just go with the flow.. huhu..

hope ape yg aku pilih skang merupakan pilihan terbaik buat aku..

ermmmmmmm........

Specially Dedicated to Kak nanie Ku syg, Farah, Rizuan, Syed n alls PGisss

When I cry you help me out
When I'm happy you hear me shout
When I grin you know I'm really mad
because you are my best friend
You can tell when I'm sad

You're there in thick and thin
You're my best friend
You hear me out when I want to talk
You help me out when I get mad
You are the bestest friend I've ever had

So hear me out when I say
You're the light in my day
You are the moon in my night
You shine very bright
You are the bestest friend I have
and I miss you

my birthday in advance

tadaaaa..
blum pun tarikh beday, namun kehangatan beday sudah terasa terutama di sekitar klcc n megan avenue 2 nie.. hehe.. erm.. tq to kak niza for the cake.. ermm.. my very 1st burfday cake in my life.. dulu penah dpt tp 1 slice jek.. kuikui.. erm.. tq to my bestest colleague..huhu..

sesungguh tiada kata2 indah mahupun pujian dpt diberikan.. namun jauh disudt hati, ucapan jutaan terima kasih mendahului segalanya.. menggambarkan seribu pengertian, mengutuskan sejuta penghargaan.. tq to kak niza for the kepercayaan, teguran n ilmu.. maaf andai terkasar bahasa, terkurang budi n segalanye.. 0-0..

to farah, berusaha sungguh2 yer.. jgn cpt putus asa..

tq to all PGisss.. muah.. syg korang..

'he is just NOT that in o you"

Located at GSC Pavilion KL, my kak niza ku syg and i wacth movie entitled 'he is just NOT that in to you'.. Wow! best giler citer.. dan time kiotrg tgk tu adalah beberapa org sahaja yg menuntunnye.. mane taknyer.. tgk movie pun agak2 la kan time ofis hour.. haha.. srunuk gak wat perangai nakal nie.. hehe..(gelak ala2 setan tgh beranak)..
Below is the synopsis..

'Since the age of 5, Gigi (Ginnifer Goodwin) has been told that when men act like jerks, it means they like her.

Years later, Gigi is now struggling to find true love while shifting through men who are simply not interested. After her latest date, Conor (Kevin Connolly), has failed to call her, Gigi visits a bar he said he frequented in order to see him. There, she is approached by Alex (Justin Long), a friend of Conor's who works at the bar. Gigi claims she is waiting for Connor, since she needs to return a dentist's pen to him. However, Alex quickly sees through her lie, claiming Connor's dentist is his father (not the name written on the pen). Gigi admits that Connor is not expecting her, and explains her confusion over his lack of response. Alex tells her that Connor isn't interested, and then takes it upon himself to explain the "signs" to Gigi.

Meanwhile, Connor, having just left his date with Gigi, calls his girlfriend Anna (Scarlett Johansson). Anna is shopping in the supermarket and runs into Ben (Bradley Cooper). He tells her to go before him in line, citing an indecision about gum as the reason. Anna tells Connor she has to go, and, as she is checking out, is awarded a cooler as a 1000th visitor gift. The two exchange numbers outside when Ben says he knows someone who can help Anna with her singing career. After a few moments of hesitation, Ben admits that he is married. The two part, and Ben walks over to a car and gets in. Neil (Ben Affleck) then asks Ben what that was about.

When Neil returns home, he is greeted by his girlfriend of seven years, Beth (Jennifer Aniston). She announces that her younger sister is getting married. Neil, who is in the kitchen making tea, tells Beth that he doesn't believe in marriage. Beth, who desperately wants to get married to Neil, doesn't understand why he dislikes the idea so much.

Ben meets his wife Janine (Jennifer Connelly) back at their new townhouse, currently being renovated.

Gigi, excited about the tips Alex gave her, eagerly shares them with her coworkers, Janine and Beth. Gigi explains that if he's interested, he'll make the first move, and if he's not, he won't. When she claims that there are exceptions, but that the majority are not, she unintentionally implies that Neil will never marry Beth, since they have been together for 7 years and they haven't married yet.

Beth confronts Neil when she goes home, saying she can't deal with it anymore. When Neil continues to refuse to get married, the two break up.'

BaLiK Kampung Ho Ho BalIk KaMpuNg

'Perjalanan jauh tak ku rasa
Kerna hati ku melonjak sama
Ingin berjumpa sanak saudara
Yang selalu bermain di mata

Nun menghijau gunung ladang dan rimba
Langit nan tinggi bertambah birunya
Deru angin turut sama berlagu
Semuanya bagaikan turut gembira

Balik kampung oh oh...( 3X )
Hati girang
Ho ho... Balik kampung (3X)
Hati girang'

Haha.. Entry kali nie saje jek nk story psl ak blik kg ritue.. aiyo bestnyer.. tenang jek rs wlupun diriuhi anak2 buah yg sentiasa xduk diam.. kali nie perjalanan bermula jam 12tghmlm jumaat yg disertai ak, kak ana (my sis), sab (housemate) n makcik leha (ibunda sab).. n smpi di kg area kul 3.30pg.. gigih kan blik mlm2 buta..

act perjalanan sepatutye bermula jam 9mlm.. ttp ade sbb2 yg xdpt dielak.. hehe.. biasalakan..
seronok tak terkata.. n penah terpikir nk quit keje n duk kg. tanam sayur2 n jual.. bley ker?.. di mlm itu perjalanan sungguh sunyi n sepi.. kabus menemani kami sehingga ke rumah.. sgt tebal kabusnye smpi anak mate ku kurang jelas ntuk melihat keadaan dihadapan..

selama 3 hari berada di kg.. waktu dirasakan sgt singkat.. sesingkat air di kali(bley ke bg perumpamaan ini)hihi.. jumpe my old frens.. kebetulan mereka ade di kg.. share2 story.. msk mee bandung ngan diorg..

g ke bndr jerantut.. membeli belah ntuk anak2 buah.. srunuk tgk diorg.. kecoh yg teramat.. no wonder la diorg kecoh coz adik beradik ak pun mmg jenis kecoh sbenarnyer.. haha.. nak2 plak abg de ak.. ade jek soklan yg akan di tanye.. awas yer kpd mereka yg berjumpa ngan die.. haha.. kak teh ku lg.. ade jek gosip terbaru kat kg tuh.. ngan kak ana yg tak henti2 membebel.. kak chik yg nk ini nk itu.. wkaka.. abg ngah n abg long aje yg kurg berckp.. tp skali buka mulut awas yer semua.. n ak la paling diam..(bley cayer ker!).. hihi..

then blik kl.. terasa sgt mls.. so di kl nie rutin sperti biasa.. tito, mkn, keje, lepak2, dpt gaji, duit abis, pinjam duit, byr utang.. aiyoo.. smpi bile nk camnie.. kene ubah nie,, hihi..

ok la dear.. tata.. no piccas for this entry.. xde mud nk amek pic2 kat kg.. adios!

Aku Masih Mencari..

aku masih mencari..

mencari hari-hari yg cerah..
keceriaan wujud di situ..
kerana hariku ini masih mendung..
di penuhi rintik-rintik hujan..

aku masih mencari..
rimbunan pepohon yg menghijau..
ketenangan ada di situ..
kerana duniaku ini ketandusan..
diselimuti kegersangan yg melampau..

aku masih mencari..
malam malam yang tiada mimpi,
tiada kerinduan di situ,
kerana malamku dibayangi rasa gelisah..
dihantui mimpi semalam..

aku tetap dan terus mencari..
biar di mana bisa kutemui..
kecerian hari semalam,
ketenangan semalam,
segalanya tentang semalam..

Ilmu..

'Ilmu adalah petunjuk alam, faham adalah peti ilmu, akal adalah pemimpin bagi kebaikan, nafsu adalah kapal dosa, harta pula laksana jubah bagi orang-orang yang sombong, dan dunia adalah pekan akhirat'

The Mayonnaise Jar

When things in your life seem, Almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class

And had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again
If the jar was full... They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand

And poured it into the jar.. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded
With an unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced Two cups of coffee from under the table
And poured the entire contents Into the jar, effectively
Filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, As the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life..
The golf balls are the important things - God, family,
children, health, friends, and favorite passions –

Things that if everything else was lost

And only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter Like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --
The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life..

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are
Important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things That are critical to your happiness.
Playwith your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time
To clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand
And inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

cinta ini!

Cinta ini membodohkan aku
Menutup akal sehatku
Andai kita terpisah
Mati rasa-rasaku

Tagged Again!

4 NAMES my FRIENDS CALL ME:
1) Eja
2) Faizal
3) Adik
4) syg bucuk!

4 IMPORTANT DATES in MY LIFE:
1) 2 May 1985.. (my beday)
2) 2 May 2008.. (last paper kat utm 1st degree)
3) 22 April 2007..(not anymore)
4) 22 March 2009..(not anymore)

4 THINGS i"ve DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINS:
1) Ym ngan boi n asbul
2) Wat letter for Nuri court Apartment
3) Kaco2 Yanie (ofismate)
4) dgr lagu from laptop yanie

4 WAYS TO BE HAPPY :
1) be with family
2) be wif my very best fren
3) tgk cite klakar
4) tido!

4 GIFTS I WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
1) burfday kek.. tak penah pun b4 this! malu kat kwn2..
2) wallet from ck
3) watch from seiko or armani
4) trip to bali maybe!

4 OF my FAVOURITES HOBBIES :
1) Sleeping
2) Talking
3) Online
4) Texting

4 PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION :
1) Bali
2) Barbados
3) German
4) Jerantut Phg

4 my FAVOURITE DRINKS :
1) Tea ais
2) Carrot susu
3) TOS?..(tea o suam)
4) Apple

4 THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN my BAG:
1) Organizer
2) Pen
3) Kunci umah n kete
4) kertas ape-ape ntah

4 my FAVOURITE COLOURS :
1) Red
2) White
3) Black
4) Green

my TOP 4 HANGOUTS :
1) My room
2) My friend's house
3) Any cinema hall
4) Any coffee shop

my TOP 4 LOVE Person :
1) My family
2) My best friends (Asbul, Boi, Sab & Alimie)
3) My friends kat mrsm ktn, matrix melaka, utm
4) My old friends

my TOP 4 THINGS :
1) RM
2) Handphone
3) Perfume
4) Teddy bears coz given by sumone..

TOP 4 THINGS SPECIAL TO ME :
1) my life
2) my family
3) my friends
4) teddy bears!

TOP 4 WHO I THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY :
1) Kak Nani
2) Ijoy
3) Melinda
4) Liyana

TOP 4 REASONS WHY I SHOULD ANSWERED THIS SURVEY :
1) suko2 sajo
2) isi mase kat ofis
3) klu tak isi x jadi la tag nie kan..
4) ntah le!

HARAPAN

Dedicated this song to 'DIA' yg ku syg..

Doaku agar kau kan selalu bahagia

Agar kau temui insan tulus menyayangimu
Lepaskanlah diriku kerna keredhaanmu
Bukan kerna dendam jua bukan kerna kau terpaksa

Ku tinggalkan memori bersamamu
Ku undur diri bersama harapan

Tidak kesampaian cinta kita
Ku bawa harapan ku pendam rahsia
Ku di kejauhan mendoakan
Agar kau bahagia tiada lagi duka

Daku rela mengundur diri
Ku pasti dikau kan fahami

Tiada penyesalan kasihku korbankan
Andai telah tertulis ku terima ini bukannya ku pinta
Oh pergilah dikau diiringi keikhlasanku,
Cuma pengalaman mengisi kekosongan mimpiku

kelantan oh kelantan

Hi..
entry nie saje ku nk story psl trip ke Negeri cik siti wan Kembang..
FYI, we went there coz ade wedding akak my best fren which is asbul.. Located at Tanah merah, Kelantan..
Make, ak beserta alimi n boy tlah merancang ntuk ke sana.. Leave da amik awal nie.. 2 hari uolz..
so, pd 12.03.2009 tepat kul 8.30 mlm kami naik tren wau express.. kire2 kul 10pg keesokan harinye
tibe di stesen keratapi tanah melayu tanah merah kelantan..
n setibanye di sana di sambut oleh asbul lantas menjenguk bandar tanah merah.. sampai jek kt umah,
ketibaan kami di sambut baik oleh keluarga asbul..

tgharinye, bersiap ala2 kadar ntuk ke kg asbul located at Kok Lanas, Kota Bharu sbb nk g kenduri kawin pak sedara
asbul.. erm.. tersgt la sedap mknan yg dihidang..
Tak penah ak g kenduri smpi nasi penuh pinggan.. ngan ulam2 kg, sesambal cinta, ayam percik..
aiyo.. lazat n menyelerakan..

selepas kekenyangan, make weolz pun trus ke kb mall.. mencari seulas dua bebarang for tomorrow..
adalah beli buah2 ntuk hantaran dan bermcm2 lg la.. erm.. smpi umah pun da kepenatan.. yela..
da la seharian dlm tren.. then trus berjalan sakan..

tibalah hari yg di nanti.. make tugasan ak hari tu just assist asbul make over the pengantin..
and also last preparation for the room n hantaran.. alimi handle perhiasan mkn beradap..
da puas duk dlm bilik, aku pun kuar n melihat tetamu yg hadir.. di sebabkan kakitgn xcukup,
maka ak n alimi pun di kerahkan menjadi JOKAKOH.. ape itu JOJAKOH?.. hehe..
JOJAKOH mean org yg angkat2 hidang tu.. ak pun tak tau pd mulenyer..
hihi.. boy plak muncul di waktu ptg.. Aiyo boi.. apsal xbawa brg2 segala.. dah terpakse weolz ke umah ur mom mlm2 bute..
sebenarnye ko saje kan nak suh weolz g umah ko kan.. ala, ckp jek la.. haha..
Make, mlm tu kami ke umah boi yg terletak di taman paduka.. agak jauh dr umah asbul.. smpi jek,
kami dihidangkan dgn mknan yg lzt.. ermm sedapnyer mskan ibunda.. mkn lg..
fyi, ak da mkn kat umah asbul siap tmbh lg.. kt umah boi pun mkn 2 pggn lg...
aiyo.. patut la akak ak ckp ak tembam skang.. tp mmg la.. ntah.. selera mkn menjadi2 skang nie..
So that nite just tito kt umah boi.. sbb asbul da penat nk drive.. seharian wat keje kan..

Haaaaaa, srunuknye duk kt klantan.. tringin plak nak blik kg.. wawawa.. time duk kt klantan rs cam mls nk blik kl..
relax n tenang.. xtensen..
xpuas g sane coz xsempat nk shoping.. hihi..

Ahad, weolz going back to KL by car.. erm.. da naik kete mcm2 la tmpt singgah..bertolak kul 10pg dr umah n smpi KL
kul 7 ptg.. lame kan.. erm, perjalanan tu dpt dipendekkan lg if korg x naik ngan kitorg..
kitorg mcm2 tempat nk singgah.. hihi.. alang2 dah g berjalan kan..huhu..


ermm.. very sweet memory.. see the piccas!
babai

MELAWAN KESEPIAN

Apa pun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apa pun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu ku lawan
Kesepianku…

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apa pun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu ku lawan
Kesepianku…

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apa pun
Semoga mampu ku lawan
Kesepianku…

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan…
Semoga mampu ku lawan
Kesepianku…

Apa pun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti.


Erm kesedihan mengundang di kala hati mula memuncak.. kini, ak harus teruskan hidup.. ak fhm situasi ak, 'die' n org itu..
siapa la aku ntuk menagih kasih dr insan yg sepatutnya bukan milik ak..
siapa la aku ntuk dicintai oleh die sepenuhnye..
siapa la aku terus menyintai dan dicintai..

Ya Allah, nape ak diuji ngan maha hebat oleh Mu.. sesungguhnye dugaan ini amat susah n payah ku harungi apatah lg ntuk ku melawan semua takdirMu..
Aku akur dgn kehendakMu..

Salahkah ak mencintai..?..
erm.. ak redha ngan dugaan. ak rela berundur demi kebaikan bersama..

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apa pun
Semoga mampu ku lawan
Kesepianku…
Apa pun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti.

trip to penang..

hi..
last week i went to parit buntar act with my sis, her bf n my asbul ntuk menghandiri majlis perkahwinan kwn kakakku.. then, we decided to go to penang dgn secara tak sengaja.. haha.. best jugak bercuti tanpa dirancang.. hah! camane tuh.. huhu.. tq tu faiz yg menaja penginapan ntuk kali ini..hikz!.. seb baik ade ko faiz kat penang.. klu tak terpakse la kuar budget lebih ntuk cr tempat tito..haha..

piccas n story just click ABUL..

bai..

happy birthday to my beloved sis!

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done, I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know..

Love u, my SITI SUHANA BINTI MOHD AKIL so so much!!

Puteri Gunung Ledang The Musical

Hi semua.. erm entry kali saje nk share ngan korang n nak bitau pd 20.02.2009, ak bersama adie n nadia menonton teater PGL the musical at istana budaya.. tersgt la rugi ak tgk teater tu kerana seat yg agak belakang n ala2 kene menonggek sket.. aiyoooo.. teater nie sgt la best.. best sgt2..

Act nie my very 1st time be at istana budaya n menuntun teater.. unexpected thap ke'best'an teater PGL.. tahniah wat Datin Seri Tiara as Gusti Puteri Dumilah..(pjg sgt name die).. n Stephen Rahman as Hang Tuah dan juga krew2 yg lain.. Caya lah.. Bravo2.. segala perancangan di atur oleh Adie selaku pengurus projek.. haha.. Ak just byr jek kat die.. kami pergi ber3 iaitu aku, adie n nadia..(semua kosmate).. thanks to adie yg bersusah payah booking tiket..(x byr pun lg kat die..)hikz!.. erm.. sgt puas hati.. dan penting ku menahan lapo sms menuntun teater tu.. dik kerana nak smpi cpt di IB, make after work ak rushing ke sentul ntuk salin pakaian.. tak kan la pki baju yg ala2 g psr mlm jek kan.. kasi vogue sket!.. tq alimi selaku penaja pakaian ak on that nitez.. ahakz!.. then dr sentul around 7.35pm ak rushing ke IB.. nadia n adie telah menunggu kat situ.. panas jugak la bontot diorg tggu aku.. hampun yer!.. ermm.. susah sgt nak parking my kelly blink2 coz park is full already.. then, after watching the PGL, i pun rush ke sentul smula n having my dinner with alimi and boy(tiap2 mggu blik kl yer!)hikz.. ok.. da da..

miss u so much..

rindunya kat die.. xsbr menanti detik itu.. huhu

i got it from my fren..

i got diz msg from my fren..

'semua orang ada perasaan tak suka dipandang rendah dan dipandang sebelah mata deangan apa yg dibuat. semua org pun ada perasaan tak suka dibanding bandingkan dgn org lain. semua org pun ade perasaan tak suka diperkata katakan, dicanang canang kejelikannya, dan semua org pun ada prasaan mahu dilihat sbg yg terbaik je.. yg bagus, yg sempurna. tapi sempurna ke tanggapan kita pd org lain untuk diri kita dipandang sempurna?..'

waaaa.. rajin die type msg panjang2..

huhu

MODE : malas

aiyo.. da lame tak hupdate blog nie.. laptop ade prob.. tq boi sbb tolong i betulkan ketingtongan my laptop.. hihi..

ade 3 tagged.. bile la nk setel.. hehe.. tggu jek erk..

aritue g pd.. pd raye cine.. best + srunuk teramat sgt.. ramai yg terkezut ngan penampilan baru aku.. rambut abg2 askar katenyer.. hikz!!..

nak tgk pics n the story just click boi n asbul.. huhu..

bai..

sunway lagoon..

enjoy the piccas.. ku n ofismate ku.. huhu..